Here it is 3:25 a.m. after I went to bed at 12:45 a.m. after last minute packing (for myself and my mom, Chynna's been packed for a few days), and I am wide awake. My head spinning. Is it excitement (yes), and fear (yes), and worry (YES YES YES)? I am beyond excited, I am fearful of being a new mom again (I know I'll do just fine, but how will she feel? The trama Chynna is going through scares me, will I be able to console her right away and take her fears right away?) And I worry, have I packed everything? Is our luggage within the required weight limits (even though we have weighed it and weighed it)? Will the peanut remember me when I come home or be resentful I've left him for 2 weeks? All if know for sure is all will go okay, things will be as they should, and I should get as much rest as I can. So I guess I better go and lay back down and try to sleep a little more.
I promise to post as much as I can to journal this amazing journey to an amazing little girl who's been a huge part of our family for many many years!