Here it is 3:25 a.m. after I went to bed at 12:45 a.m. after last minute packing (for myself and my mom, Chynna's been packed for a few days), and I am wide awake. My head spinning. Is it excitement (yes), and fear (yes), and worry (YES YES YES)? I am beyond excited, I am fearful of being a new mom again (I know I'll do just fine, but how will she feel? The trama Chynna is going through scares me, will I be able to console her right away and take her fears right away?) And I worry, have I packed everything? Is our luggage within the required weight limits (even though we have weighed it and weighed it)? Will the peanut remember me when I come home or be resentful I've left him for 2 weeks? All if know for sure is all will go okay, things will be as they should, and I should get as much rest as I can. So I guess I better go and lay back down and try to sleep a little more.
I promise to post as much as I can to journal this amazing journey to an amazing little girl who's been a huge part of our family for many many years!
2 comments:
Hoping you will be able to post frequently! Congrats on your long awaited journey. Enjoy the trip!
Alyzabeth's Mommy
Dannye, my dear friend - I can't say at the moment I know how your feeling, I'm sure I will here in just a few weeks, maybe another month. But I sure hope you got yourself plenty of sleep. I promise I will be a number 1 stalker to your blog, I will be looking every single day for updates and I can't wait to finally see your baby girl placed in your arms FOREVER!! May GOD bless you as you travel half away around the world and keep you safe. Just know your fireflies friends are here and I can't wait to read your post.
Hugs to your my friend and happy travels.
Love,
Sherri
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