Okay, I guess I have to be the first to admit that my emotions are on a roller coaster ride and I am unsure of what the next stop will be.
All day long at work today, I would go from 0 to bitch in a matter of moments with no warning, and then from Bitch to a teary-eyed mess, and then to Angry, with no stops in between, and for no rhyme or reason.
Okay, so maybe there is a reason, my hormones are on a wild ride and I unfortunately have to tag along, and nobody seems to be safe if they get in my way either.
My head knows I shouldn't act this way, but there's no stopping the emotional Monster that emerges. Thankfully, for all those around my Hormonal buttocks, I do have my follow-up appointment with my Gynecologist on Wednesday, let's just hope nobody crosses the roller coaster tracks between now and then, goodness help those who dare to attempt it.
P.S. Ray's gone into hiding I think, so if you see him crouched behind a large rock, let him know I do love him, and I believe this Monster will be gone soon (I hope).
11 comments:
I know that roller coaster ride! Hope you feel better soon!
I was on this site looking for a calendar and thought of you when I saw the first one on this page--Frogs!
Here's the link.
http://www.free-blog-content.com/Animal-Calenders.htm
May your roller coaster ride soon become a gentle stroll down the road to peace.
You have been through a lot lately. Be patient with yourself. You are a great person. Things will get back to normal soon.
I figured you were having a tough time when I hadn't heard from you in bloggy land.
I have been thinking about you A LOT and you are in my prayers.
Oh I hear ya on that roller coaster...and my DH has gone into hiding a few times in the last month. I like to think of it more as an Alien invasion but I do like the roller coaster analogy...0 to bitch...that's good. :)
Oh Dannye....give it time. This was a huge event in your life and as much as you want it to be done with quickly your body will take time to heal and return to it's usual ways.
Ray is going through it too so hang on together.
I hope you get off the rollercoaster soon--it's not a fun place to be. Hang in there.
Oh, girl! I have just checked in with blog and email! You have every right to be flipping in all directions right now. It will settle eventually but don't try to ignore it right at the moment.
You have been through quite the tests of coping.
Thinking of you!
I 2nd Tracy's comment. I totally know what you mean. Hope you feel better my dear.
Hugs,
Jonni
I've been thinking about you. Give yourself some time to grieve and heal. You know we are here for you!
Hugs....
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